Day after Day

Day after Day....I think I will feel better soon?  I feel Blah.  Nothing tastes good,  Tired!  So Tired!  Going through the motions.  I know everyone else is busy, I know everyone else works hard, I know everyone else is crazy with their kids and I know everyone else is BUT really can't someone just appreciate me and the hard work I put into each and every day?  I feel used and abused.  I want to call my dad again and I can't.  He's not here.  I cry.....harder than I have before.   I think I will feel better soon?